for my friend, Aja Thomas
In the scarred palms of my hands I hear your voice
that when pain comes a man will take it.
A man will drink the bitter water
drink the bitter water and swallow it.
A man will let pain have its way
not as a whore does for a paying customer
but as husband to wife, wife to husband.
Who we are has always known how to make a temple out of stones
soma out of blood
a joyful noise from the crying, from the terrible crying
of the heart.